Sometimes we get so caught up in our own little lives. We get trapped in our trapped in our own wants and desires, especially around Christmas time. We sometimes get blinded by the idea of having our Christmas wishes coming true and hoping St. Nick will grant our deepest, longest wishes. However, we often lose sight of the reality of everything.
Over the past 2 weeks I've been so worried about everything else in the world, pray to God that he'll grant me the wish I've had for 12 years now and I'm most certainly at peace with at least confronting someone, even though I wasn't able to be completely open. Nevertheless, coming home brought merriment to the heart but, it's also open my eyes.
Yesterday, being given news I didn't want to hear, was almost the start of what happened a year ago. Maybe this is what I needed to be brought down to reality. I needed to be reminded that there's so much more to be considered with than emotions and feelings. When your family life is about to turned upside down AGAIN, where do you run? Who do you turn to? Only God!
A year ago, my dad's tech walked out on him around Christmas time. I lost a friend because of moving back home. Now, I find myself in a position similar to last year. My dad's tech has put in her notice. 2 days after Christmas she'll be leaving thus, a hunt for a new tech. I had completely forgotten about my dad's knee issues and the severity of it. I just pray he he can go see a specialist. With God all things are possible!
All I know this wake up call is what I needed.
Heaven only knows what can happen.
Tis the season for miracles! Nevergive up hope my friends!
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