There was the road she was driving on
She knew where she was going
She had driven this path for the past 4 months
Yet today's drive seemed a little different
She couldn't seem to wrap her head around a few things
No way in a millions years could she had believed
She'd be back in competition mode
Working on fulfilling her dream
Overcoming the odds
Doing what people couldn't have expected her to do
Still a part of her still felt shattered
About a month after her training
The unexpected occured
She never expected to have path
Get crossed with the King
And to start to see the compassionate, caring, gentler side
A part of her had actually missed this King
But as days drifted away
Summer turned to Fall
She soon realized that she had gotten in to deep
She had believed in her heart
That the King was a good hearted man
Not a boy full of ruthlessness and arrogency
He had changed from the ways others in the land
Had been describing him, viewing him, and judging him
She chose not to listen
Only defend him to others
People called her blind, foolish, and other names
Saying she wasn't in her right mind
These words burned her soul because
They came from people who supported her throughout her journey
She only wanted the world to see what she could
Once the boy King took off his mask
And stopped hiding away from the rest of the world
For some reason
She began to trust him
Which was completely not her way of being
She never let her guard down, put her trust in anyone, or open up
What was she doing
How could this be happening to her
How could she
A servant of the land
Respect, care, admire, and want to be friend a King
Who in return
Only showed his vindictive and cruel, cunning ways now
Somewhere along the way
The man who she wanted to know
The man whom she thought cared for her
As a human being
Forgetting she was only a servant to the land
Had disappeared
And became the King whom the land believed he was
She had had enough
A part of her wanted to walk away from him
A part of her still believe that somewhere deep down
Was the man of worth, faith, kindness, and everything
She felt, saw, and got to know
When their paths crossed
On that dreary summer night
He was better than the boy he presented himself to be
As time grew near for her
To enter the world of competition
She missed the King
Whom she thought was someone
Who understood her and could relate
She missed their converstations, jokes, and exchange of smiles
However she knew it was all over now
The King chose his crown and his heirarchy of people
The "beautiful" and "rich" people
Although her heart would be torn of confussion
And she may never be able to understand
The meaning behind the King's bi-polarism
She'd never forget the way he did show his heart
At one point is
As of now though
She had to say she was done
She'd worked to hard
To worry about someone
Who appareantly
Only cared about himself and not the representation of his character
She was done making excuses
While she continued to shift her mind back to the road
She knew God was in complete control
And knew exactly what was going on
Maybe one day the King would become the man
She knew he could be
Not the boy he turned out to be
She only had to walk by her faith
Not by her sight
And never stop believing nor
Underestimating perfection
She looked at the clock...
1 more hour
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